Don't Be A Hypocrite!

Do you know what your problem is? You've forgotten how to cry. You think it is disgraceful to let them know that you are vulnerable and crying. You consider crying as an very shameful thing and you believe that it is in laughter alone that you shall be appreciated. You desperately want to cry, but you suppress you emotions. No, crying is not a good thing to show and tell. This is against all those manners that you were made to learn. It is against the teach that you got in school. It shows nothing but weakness.

What a shame--you are trapped, trapped into this crap. I tell you to cry, cry out your pain. Don't be ashamed of your tears. Let them roll you cheeks. This is just so natural.

You laugh when you're hurt --indeed is not natural. That doesn't reflect the real you. You are being very hypocritical. Relieve this hypocrisy. Your laughter is empty, it doesn't make feel better but more painful. I ask you to be you. Don't wear a mask to hide your tear and what deep inside you. You just fool yourself. Be honest to yourself.

Remember one thing; if you must be in this situation, in this mess, then this situation, this mess is created by you alone. You can't throw upon anybody else. it's your own shit. You must clean yourself. nobody is going to clean it for you. If you find it is too much, then change yourself, do better next time. Cry will release all your tensions, free yourself of stress, and then you will get peace in your mind and your heart.

Befriend with yourself. Your what so called friendship is an illusion. As long as you can be used, exploited like animal, you are a friend for them. When you got nothing to give anymore, you'll stand by yourself with your ow n crap, suddenly friendship is nothing but a silly dream that you have last night.

Then you will realize how silly you have been. You've believe in such relationship all this time, how silly of you! All relationship are temporary, momentary.

so what do got at last? Yourself and you shit. Learn to love yourself. Love your life. you have been so busy trying to learn about others that you forget yourself. Don't deceive yourself, be true to yourself.

No matter how bitter the reality is, face it! Don't run away. Where will you go? where can you go? Don't be a hypocrite. Learn to live without mask.

Source: A Traveler's Guide

Anand Krishna